next generation rap

eternal night turns to eternal light, i see my ways of life turning into sorrow and fights, bad things always happen to me, why? maybe it's because i pushed away the one and only girl and i thought ide die, evil took me over and never let me go, its gone now but i feel it staying low, a little bit just a little bit, FUCKIN RAGE SHIT TURNS TO BLOOD FROM AN INASENT BEAUTIFUL GIRL, im sorry, so, so sorry your my whole world, cuts and bruses from my hands on her, WHAT THE FUCKS WRONG WITH ME I NEVER HIT A GIRL, is this all a dream, NO ITS REALITY, its not the best thing to do but it was done, wish i could take it back but rage took over the situation and now were done.